i’m sorry josh, i was 19

How do I tell you?
That the party never ended
Once I hit 21
Sobriety unfriended
I wanted you to love me, love me
I wanted you to love me
Love me

Vanity to be expected
From a former twink growing fat and pretentious
I never wanted you to leave me, leave
Never wanted you to leave me
Leave me

There’s nothin’ I could’ve said or done
There’s nothin’ to keep you on the run
You sat your ass on the couch and never left
Never left it
Left it

These are the kinds of things that break our mothers’ hearts
These are the kinds of things that tear our love apart
I can never forget you
I can never forget you
I love you
Loved you
No, still love you